Síndrome de Impostor

Let me get
3 more kilos
3 fewer kilos
Let me wake up
From my nightmares

Attach myself to the chair
Change my mind
Be part of the problem
Say nonsense

Forget to pay
The electricity bill
Go up 3 floors
Run to catch the
Last train

Today I close the bar
And lie to my parents
To be able to stay with you

With you

Let me be magnetic
Fool everyone
I have the venues full
I haven’t written anything decent
In months

Let me interrupt you
Don’t try to console me
Can’t you see that
I'm trying to fool you

Let me be complex
Just apparently
Believe in my talk
I am convincing

I don’t like critics
I write for people
I am not trying to please
And I hope that hurts them

Let me be a hypochondriac
In recovery
Apologize
Instead of asking for permission

Stay in the kitchen
Talking until late
With my boys
Who like other boys

Use HA without H
You could forgive me
Self-sabotage
I don’t want to compare myself

It’s just another attack
It’s just anxiety
But if I ask you
Do you promise to pick me up

Save me

Let me magnetic
Fool everyone
I have the venues full
I haven’t written anything decent
In months

Let me interrupt you
Don’t try to console me
Can’t you see that
I'm trying to fool you

Let me be complex
Just apparently
Believe in my talk
I am convincing

I don’t like critics
I write for people
I am not trying to please
And I hope that hurts them