La Cuenta

It's not about splashing
Or spitting on what's done
The fact is I want to push away
Everything that's already happened

And I'm starting to realize
That neither of us was good
I discovered the monster that lives in me
And I'm still trying to tear it down

Remind me not to suffer again
For what can't be fixed
Remind me that this isn't how to be happy
Don't let the memories fool me

I've lost track
Of every gesture
Of every mistake I made
I tried my best
I kept quiet
Dreaming of a change in the end

I've lost track
Of every gesture
Of every mistake I made
I tried my best
I kept quiet
Dreaming of a change in the end
For you and me

I was backed against the wall
I was stuck for too long
Unable to maneuver here
Trying to piece together the thousand bits I lost one day

Fragility and foolishness
Love and a lot of heartache
At least your presence was able
To keep us somewhat sane

Remind yourself that we did do something right
Even if it seems small
Remind me to smile again
When the memories flood in

I've lost track
Of every gesture
Of every mistake I made
I tried my best
I kept quiet
Dreaming of a change in the end

I've lost track
Of every gesture
Of every mistake I made
I tried my best
I kept quiet
Dreaming of a change in the end

I've lost track
Of every gesture
Of every mistake I made
I tried my best
I kept quiet
Dreaming of a change in the end
For you and me