Bala Perdida

If love were blind
We would only fall in love with darkness
We call the same person darling
With the last name need

Things break with blows
Others fit forever
I'm that kind of clumsy
Who doesn't even want to try

They made me according to the world
But the world no longer remembers me
Better to be made of pieces of erased ink
Than shattered because of you

I don't want you to lift me up
The hand you're going to offer
Just to jump with me into disaster
To be happy

I'm accepting that the problem is mine
After blaming
And I'm the one who can't have you
Because I don't believe in eternity

And today 'I love you' is said waiting for an 'I love you'
And that's showing
If you want to know who will save your life
Look in the mirror and you'll finally know

I live life more conditioned
Than really in conditions
I call normal what everyone does
Knowing they are a thousand mistakes

I set limits without knowing myself
Without knowing where my mind will end up
We are humans who in the face of problems
Sometimes fight like gods

Thank you for making me a thousand pieces
So I can see myself better
Because no one knows what we are inside
Until it hurts on the outside

The coin has shown its face more times
The coin tossed that's why I
I like you more broken than when you fix yourself
So you don't lie to me, my love

I ended up whispering to the devil myself
Who was on my shoulder and leaves
If only better than in bad company
Loneliness accompanies me

I don't know what's emptier
The bottle or me, I don't even want to look
Maybe, in the corner of the cage you live in
It can be called freedom

I'm more afraid of being alone
With myself than with you and I know
That at least today I have control of the disorder
That I alone created

If I'm a stray bullet
It's because I'm a suicide
And life gives me the same gun I left
To kill myself again