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The point is not to see you again, but to see how you come back
If it's worth losing me, or not losing you, I don't know
If the stories are written by those who always win
We who have lost

What will we say about that which killed us, but made us stronger?
How to miss each other and then face ten thousand whys
The best puzzles are the ones that don't fit, but over time they do
That's why my arms suit you!

And I dont know
It was destiny's favorite response to kill us and not do us any good
Since there is no worse path than not even knowing where to run
No worse sigh than to look at you and see that nothing is going to change

That you have to do what you must out of necessity
Even though what you want is leaving
That you have spent half your life looking for your other half
To spend the other half trying to forget it

And everything comes and goes
But much more is going
That the things that remain forever are not material
That love is not just doing it, it is just making ourselves to love
What is not depending on you is giving you my happiness

And of course I miss you, that's why I miss myself more!
Of course I'm scared to death if you can't save me!
Now I understand the forever that you swore I would achieve
Forever, it was the memory, not the fucking reality!

If everything comes down to you, I don't know if I want to write more
I'm still waiting for the day that makes up for all the evil
I'd rather you say no, than I don't know or it will be known
Because I, I don't know anything anymore, I only know that you will fly

The point is not to see you again, but to see how you come back
If it's worth losing me, or not losing you, I don't know
If the stories are written by those who always win
We who have lost

What will we say about that which killed us, but made us stronger?
How to miss each other and then face ten thousand whys
The best puzzles are the ones that don't fit but eventually do
That's why my arms suit you!

They say that it will make you freer
I know I can't imprison you
I, who entered your cage to stay and live
I have started to hate your freedom

I know I'm lost, but I'm not losing
That's why I stay with me a little longer
I'd call you luck, but I believe in you
I don't want to know your plans, I just want to plan

Enough to shout out the silence
The future will be drowning in everything we don't do
We don't think about what we are but about what the hell we will be
That's where the routine of shutting us up with a thousand buts began

By the rain of my eyes, I understand calling you heaven
And from the fury in your eyes, I understand calling me fear
If your curves don't help me make the path straight
Guide me with your silence, so we do understand each other