La Última Granada

Today I woke up being someone else
I became everything I hated about you
I'm not enjoying the love of another
For all the love you lacked towards me
I need time to recover
From the nights I couldn't sleep
I want to get up and it not be too late
I'm not talking about the hours, I'm talking about moving on

It hurts
You don't know how much it hurts
For you to ask me to lie
For you to wait and never show up

The last grenade was for us
At least that's what we said
And while you fight wars with others
I wait to die with you

I shot lies, I admit it
We were the trench we took cover in
And there I became the monster
You hadn't met
The last grenade was for the both of us
As we promised

I understood I'm not what you were looking for
I learned to step back and not hurt you
To return
To be the same as you expected yesterday
And I rebelled against everything
But I didn't learn to be alone
That's why I'm tired
Of hearing howls and not seeing the wolf

It hurts
You don't know how much it hurts
For you to ask me to lie
For you to wait and never show up

The last grenade was for us
At least that's what we said
And while you fight wars with others
I wait to die with you

I shot lies, I admit it
We were the trench we took cover in
And there I became the monster
You hadn't met
The last grenade was for the both of us
As we promised