Nunca Entenderé

I have imagined all the ways in which you are now living your life
Surely you'll be taking care of someone else just like you took care of me
I have imagined how many things, by leaving you, I let drift away
Sometimes trying to heal the wound is what can hurt you the most

I will never understand what steps to take to forget you
I wanted to take them, but with you, towards any direction
And to protect you and not hurt you, you will never stay
It's better for you to fly to be happy, you're already too late

You with someone else and me with myself, trying to understand
That I can't be with another if I don't know myself
Leaving you was complicated and so easy at the same time
Maybe because I see light when I can't even see

I know very well what you're worth
But you don't know very well and that makes you lose yourself
When there were storms
You wanted to fly and you told me to come

I've always wanted to show you, but how am I going to do it?
If I never show myself even to me
I who never wanted to push you away, but by not taking care of myself
Unintentionally, I pushed you away from me

You are the best thing I will give you, for wanting to control myself
In the end, I controlled you
I'm not anyone to cage you, but yes to give you
The keys to live

I will never understand what steps to take to forget you
I wanted to take them, but with you, towards any direction
And to protect you and not hurt you, you will never stay
It's better for you to fly to be happy, you're already too late

It wasn't just the words, it was also the ways
And that made everything so gray
Because despite everything being filled with shadows
I knew for sure that there was light in you

I hope your heart never breaks
I hope you take care of it, just do it for me
And that the person you now take care of
Takes care of you

I will never understand why I took care of you too late
I will never understand why I was afraid to fall in love
And without realizing it, I wanted to love you after breaking you into a thousand pieces
I was selfish in wanting to have you and never taking care of you

I will never understand what steps to take to forget you
I wanted to take them, but with you, towards any direction
And to protect you and not hurt you, you will never stay
It's better for you to fly to be happy, you're already too late

I have imagined all the ways in which you are now living your life
Surely you'll be taking care of someone else just like you took care of me
I have imagined how many things, by leaving you, I let drift away
Sometimes trying to heal the wound is what can hurt you the most