Pandora

I will not live to prove
But I will prove that I live
And I don't care, being alone surrounded
The truth, that I never loved the cage more than the peace that the magic gives
Of the wings I've had and accepting that the days will barely count
When they don't count on you and prove, that sometimes not deciding
Can be the best decision to make on the way

I'm fighting between should and want
I don't know what will happen tomorrow
I'm saying goodbye and dying
I'm living a continuous hopefully

I'm not satisfied with a simple placebo
Half stories and ground
Dressing completely in ice
In case January hits me hard
So that the fears don't enter me
To be able to tell you to your face
All that I can achieve

I have opened Pandora's box and I don't know
A dark fire perhaps
It now intends to illuminate

Small traces of faith
I can feel on my skin
How I begin to rise

And I can't find a way
Reason or sense
That makes me stay

I want to find a reason, a battle within me
Something will have to win

Because if not there will be no mercy
The inner sky will not reach peace
There are doubts that kill more answers
Strings that tie you letting escape
The fury and strength that carries your evil
Hallways with light that want to blind you
You emit a purity worthy of extinguishing
Pandora must be closed

And how do I find the best for you
If I'm still looking for it giving it all for me
If I break memories, of course I will be happy
But there will be fragments that will remain here

I won't say I'm sorry, you know?
I don't lie to myself and it's worth it
I have to accept that everything outside fails
That the fire goes out, seek to corrupt
The one who was always an angel

I have opened Pandora's box and I don't know
A dark fire perhaps
It now intends to illuminate

Small traces of faith
I can feel on my skin
How I begin to rise

To confuse the truth
If it were all about having
I would have already started to sin
But I can get lost
I know how to complicate myself
Who can solve me
Who would leave to chance
Something that wants more than
Their own life