Respiro

I have also looked into the prism
And noticed how the light diffracts
And never returns the same
My life is not counted in years, only in questions
And not in damages, only in blaming myself

I have swum in an oasis that has never existed
I have called easy what I didn't achieve
I have dressed in my most fragile skin and never won
I have felt that I could but almost

If I had changed 'I can' for 'finally'
Sighs for living, and unfinished stories
My harpies for a single hummingbird, my tie for your stockings

Maybe it's too late to look for amethysts
And I keep settling for copper to continue
Maybe the incense no longer flies so readily
And I keep looking for the scent that made me be here

I'm going to ask you to record me in slow motion
In case a dream escapes me to feel it again
I wanted to make rain with my tears knowing
That even if I keep doing it, my garden won't grow

Today I blew the dust off my life and I know
That with that blow it also ends
The face of the moon that I can't see
Is the same face that I've never shown, I know

I love you for good and for loving, I don't know
I know that harmony is kept in the skin
I have searched for what it means to be
And I have found myself empty and I haven't even wanted to learn

If necessary, I'll go far enough so that
At least the distance is a reason to return
The child inside me is tired of growing

I ran to the valley to see the sunrise
Knowing that a day is born but I'm leaving with it
I know my buts but I hate your whys
How am I going to talk to my ghosts about faith, yeah

I lost my routine to find a new one, and I
Changed my destiny to stay for tests
I angered my contrast, to turn it into a beast
And I brought the old Fran in so that Beret comes out

I'm sorry if it took me a while to realize the clock
But damn, I threw fucking time on the road
I ran so much that I didn't look at the landscape
And I let out so much air that now, yes, now I breathe

Now yes, now I breathe
Now yes, now I breathe