Sal de Mí

I'm a Siamese loaded with prejudices
Blaming my symmetry for giving me its evil
By opening a thousand doors, I lost my mind
The bad thing about vice is having to stop

Today I keep running, being unfaithful to the place
Where everything was born and everything goes
Dying so slowly and without principles
I know it's time to end it

If everything is a cancer, today I continue with the chemo
Leaving the metastasis to fly
I've judged covers without reading the book
And may God save me from being able to judge

My hourglass wants to buy centuries
But it doesn't have time to save
I don't care about being deaf, I never had an anthem
I don't care about being mute if there's nothing to say

That's why I came, to see if the attic still remains
As messy and in decline, as I left it as I left it as I left it

And you keep visiting my basement and you perceive well
That everything that enters does not revive
That's why I know that's why I know

That I live, understanding my antithesis
Being rich and a beggar, being courage
To solve, being the problem I brought from the nest

I measure, the ineffable and turn everything subjective into matter
I try to explain what no one has described
Cause and reason for my sighs

I'm deciphering the pleasure
Of what doesn't have because I didn't know how to appreciate
It seems cowardly to have a plan B saved
But losing control is what controls me the most

It seems ironic but I seem to use
When I'm sure of this my insecurity
If the older I get the more dog I become
That this great inhumanity makes sense

Let me lose, I'm going to win
I wish I could be born again to go back
Let me fear, I want to escape
From what I want yes I want to forget
Give me condolences, I'm going to bury
My second parts, so they don't come back
I want real things, so many illusions
This halfway thing always goes wrong for me

That I live, understanding my antithesis
Being rich and a beggar, being courage
To solve, being the problem I brought from the nest

I measure, the ineffable and turn everything subjective into matter
I try to explain what no one has described
Cause and reason for my sighs

Get out of me, get out of me
Oh na na na na
Today I don't want to think