Un Jueves a Las Cinco

I'm looking into your eyes knowing that everything will eventually go away
Closing them just to be able to imagine you
I would bring down a star but it's maybe dead
More dead than us and that's saying something
Today I keep searching for myself in your socks and it's no use
Your small doses don't make me happy
I've had you close and I know what it's like to breathe
Only when it was from your body and you were here
I've forgotten so much about who I was to focus on you
That when I tried to protect myself, I didn't know how to fight
Now I realize that the love of my life is my life love
And that's why I shouldn't love you

Today you keep pulling the rope that held my hands
And that's why my touch still burns
Maybe because the touch of your actions, even though it was bad
I kept it because it went so deep
That's why I blew dandelions
Asking for promises that the wind took away
If you were like the sun; you were so far away
That if I looked at you, I'd be left blind and dead and no, no, no

Really, my love, I've tried to believe every one of your apologies
But your forgiveness broke my body
Which despite many will remain broken in time
Oh, I don't want your porcelain skin
Your morning happiness
I don't fit well in the hollow of your bed
And much less in the hollow of your heart

So come to that place where if always
Has value and no one lies
When it promises love the things it feels

So come to that place where if always
Has value and no one lies
When it promises love the things it feels

Maybe a part of me does miss you
Another part more and well, the balance died with your buts
Despite the ice, I only created fears
Of losing what I never held and if I had your fire it was out of necessity
To be comforted and then if being
With your blankets, I got tired again and for what more
I thought and I die just to give
When I no longer received anything, I started to jump

Into the abyss without looking at anything
Knowing all the margin that existed
And to be able to be born again every day
I had to learn what it means to forget

And here you see me still making songs for you
I know if there are wounds to heal
Despite being, more now that the void exists
I know there's a void to fill

So come to that place where if always
Has value and no one lies
When it promises love the things it feels

So come to that place where if always
Has value and no one lies
When it promises love the things it feels