Pornstar

Seems like black nail polish makes you look gay
But it turns on the girl of my dreams
Dad thinks my jeans are too tight
The heroes of his time did the same
I don't remember the lessons
The ones from my mother
Especially the ones she gives me after 5 drinks
But it's in her arms that I'll cry
I'm a mess

I have bruises, don't even know why
I have to fight with myself when I sleep
In the morning, I'm alone under the sheets
And even at night, there's a deadly silence

I want sex
I want a pornstar
Who would fuck my nights like a nightmare
Love is a drug, yeah, an ecstasy
I'm waiting for the one who loves me like a rockstar

Like a rockstar
I want my pornstar
I'm waiting for the one who loves me like a rockstar
Like a rockstar
I want my pornstar
I'm waiting for the one who fucks me like a pornstar

And I'm not the only one dead inside
I don't give a fuck
Well, I pretend
Inside, there's an angel sleeping
Outside, there are flames dancing
So I still wonder if I'm trying
To pretend or to be like them
I don't need their shitty stories
I talk to the voices in my head
And then I scream in the street like an idiot about the beauty of the evening
About the darkness of the shadows
I don't really know if I'm a good or bad boy
Maybe one day I'll be wise
Nah, just kidding

I have bruises, don't even know why
I have to fight with myself when I sleep
In the morning, I'm alone under the sheets
And even at night, there's a deadly silence

I want sex
I want a pornstar
Who would fuck my nights like a nightmare
Love is a drug, yeah, an ecstasy
I'm waiting for the one who loves me like a rockstar

Like a rockstar
I want my pornstar
I'm waiting for the one who loves me like a rockstar
Like a rockstar
I want my pornstar
I'm waiting for the one who fucks me like a pornstar

Like a rockstar
I want my pornstar
Like a rockstar, like a rockstar
I want my pornstar

Like a rockstar
I want my pornstar
I'm waiting for the one who loves me like a rockstar
Like a rockstar
I want my pornstar
I'm waiting for the one who fucks me like a pornstar