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Today I woke up feeling useless
I didn't get up until it was the last
Second that I could stand lying in bed
I'm still in pajamas but at least I got up

Every day I wonder if someone loves me
I question all my steps of the week
And if they ask me
Why I walk so far away
Sometimes a bit inconsistent
I also can't tell you

I just wanted to rest
Silence all the voices in my head
Maybe one day I'll disappear
Even afraid no one will miss
My absence

I just wanted to rest
Stop caring about everything
I'm complicated, I admit
But tell me in this world who isn't
A little like that?

I won't lie
Lately I've even questioned my own name
Even taking black, yellow, and red pills
I didn't understand

I just wanted to rest
Silence all the voices in my head
Maybe one day I'll disappear
Even afraid no one will miss
My absence

I just wanted to rest
Stop caring about everything
I'm complicated, I admit
But tell me in this world who isn't
A little like that?

Today I woke up feeling useless