Monster

It's been a while since I last saw you, you look so good
You've gotten prettier, you always look beautiful to me
But today you seem a little different, unusually colder
The way you look at me is filled with pity, I feel like a fool in front of you
I pretended to be okay, changed the subject of our talk
I have so many questions, but you cut me off
Your long hair sways, brushing against my cheek as you pass by
If I grab you here, you’d just laugh, right?

Nothing comes to mind, you step back a bit, trembling
Now you say I'm scary, that drives me crazy, you monster

I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know that my old self will fade away with time, you’ll see it then, baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me, don’t leave like this, if you hit me, I’ll die, I’m not a monster

No matter what happens, let’s be forever, through sadness and joy, let’s stick together
You don’t say tomorrow, let’s love like today is the last

You’re living a life sentence, cut off from the world, guarding your heart
Your existence is a chronic illness, a series of heartbreaks, my heart’s full of regrets

The people in the world turned their backs on me, all those twisted gazes
The biggest pain for me is (the pain is) that you’ve become like them

I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know that my old self will fade away with time, you’ll see it then, baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me, don’t leave like this, if you hit me, I’ll die, I’m not a monster

Don’t go, don’t go, don’t go, don’t leave me
Don’t do that, don’t do that, don’t do that, you’re not like that
In a daze, love is stuck
Don’t search for me, don’t search for me, don’t look for me
Remember the last, the last, the last time I stood in front of you
Don’t forget me, remember my face

I love you baby I’m not a monster
You know that my old self will fade away with time, you’ll see it then, baby

I need you baby I’m not a monster
You know me, don’t leave like this, if you hit me, I’ll die, I’m not a monster

I think I’m sick I think I’m sick
I think I’m sick I think I’m sick