Es Tan Difícil

I'm trying to build my new life without your love
And so much time has passed
That I almost forget you
But when I remember you
I want to be with you

I'm still not sure
That forgetting you is good
But I never doubt
How much I love you

Because my story is linked to your story
Because my wound is linked to your life
And even though sometimes I remove you from my memory
I haven't been able to erase you yet

And it's so hard
To get used to another body
To another mouth that doesn't kiss me the same
It's so hard
To get used to other hands
That don't caress me the same
And it's so hard
To know that I shouldn't kiss you

And knowing that you exist
That you're thinking of me
I fall into the madness of telling you that I love you
It's something terrible
That's killing me
Knowing that you live but far from my hands

I want to fall in love in other dreams where you don't appear
But even my shadow
Reflects your face
And no matter how hard I try
I can't do anything

When I'm alone
My conscience speaks to me
Accuses me and blames me
For your indifference

Or maybe my conscience is unconscious
And wants to make me see that you never failed
And in that doubt, I almost lose my mind
So I don't know if I should forget you or forgive you

And it's so hard
To get used to another body
To another mouth that doesn't kiss me the same
And it's so hard
To get used to other hands
That don't caress me the same
And it's so hard
To know that I shouldn't kiss you

And knowing that you exist
That you're thinking of me
I fall into the madness of telling you that I love you

It's something terrible
That's killing me
Knowing that you live
But far from my hands