Je Garde Le Sourire

Since then I keep smiling
Since then I keep smiling

All these people who moved for me
Yes, I wanted it, but every time I wonder why
My stage is a circus, I made it my home
Where everyone feels at home, because everyone knows my sounds
Sick heart chasing healing
My audience can't understand I'm self-deprecating
Tonight I filled one of the most beautiful halls in Paris
But tonight I lost a brother, a close friend in my life

But no choice, people in front expect a lot from me
If I give up whatever happens, I can only blame myself
Since then I keep smiling
I hide my face
And your look makes me envy your place
Since then I keep smiling
I hold it in
This makeup makes you not see it
I'm a clown, I suffer
I'm a clown, I suffer
I keep smiling
I keep smiling
I keep smiling

I fought for years to get where I am
In the company no one above me in the hierarchy
I am an accomplished man
I am supposed to be happy, I didn't understand
Stuck in my chair after the last phone call
The doctor makes me understand that at every meeting I lose a piece of life
In my field I am the best according to rumors
But according to her too I am affected by a big tumor

But no choice, people in front expect a lot from me
If I give up whatever happens, I can only blame myself
Since then I keep smiling
I hide my face
And your look makes me envy your place
Since then I keep smiling
I hold it in
This makeup makes you not see it
I'm a clown, I suffer
I'm a clown, I suffer
I keep smiling
I keep smiling
I keep smiling

Many women will recognize themselves, and say
That broken pots can't be glued back together, yeah
Victim of a crazy man
The blows are invisible to a stay-at-home mother
She cries, her makeup runs
Her children are scared
She pretends everything is cool
The woman is a fighter
She is so amazing
Her animal instinct makes her press on the trigger
A soldier who doesn't have your time
Who smiles but we don't know how
Foundation on the pain
Even the clown doesn't see his feelings

Since then I keep smiling
No one understands the clown
Since then I keep smiling
No one understands, the clown
I'm a clown, I suffer
I'm a clown, I suffer
I keep smiling
I keep smiling
I keep smiling
No one understands the clown
I keep smiling
No one understands the clown