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Hey grandpa, are you there? I listened to you and I've grown
I've fought for my dreams, I've accomplished
Today I love you more than the air I breathe
I have so many doubts, so many questions
I have my heart crying and praying to you without believing in God
I don't even have the money to travel and see your grave
But I have a future and we're going to see it together
Sometimes you appear and in your voice I hear a wise man
To a rich man where the soul was his big salary
From a humble family, with a heart of a king
Who went from human to a star in 2016
Deep down you were always just a child
Who loved a child
You gave me something I don't forget and it's love
And now I search and I can't find you, I scream and you don't answer
I sit down to compose, I think of you, I fall apart
I would give up half my life to tell you
For the last time, before you go, goodbye, I couldn't
So consider this a letter to your cloud and soul
Even though our palms are no longer together
I don't want to cry anymore and I have so many tears left
That sometimes I don't even want to be or exist, or go out anymore

I want to wake up, know you're there and not let go
The sad thing is you're not here but I see you everywhere
Tell me where you are or tell me something, calm me down
Because this pain kills but I'm alive without a soul, I
Feel like a petal without a stem
I burst when I dream that I have you, I wake up and I can't find you
You were the light in this tunnel, the eternal smile in my being
The voice that cleared up gray days, afternoons, nights
The voice of hope when sometimes I stepped on bad
The only family I've had and loved the most
I write to you from the well of eternal love
Where will you be next winter?
Now you in heaven and me wandering in this hell
Deaf, mute, and blind from the fear of the dark future

Please appear and tell my heart
That it can sleep peacefully, that you're taking care of it
Because not saying goodbye to you is killing me
I buried myself in my mother's tear
They told me you taught my songs
The only thing that filled you with pride, I know
I can't live knowing you're not here
But I thank you for being your grandson, I love you

Wherever you are
Wherever you are
Wherever you are
Tell me where you are
Tell me where you are