De Tripas Corazón

Air with a scent of forgetfulness, that's how it's been
I speak to you about feeling, not about crying for what you haven't lived
I constantly have half a mind on edge
I write because love is blind but not deaf, my friend
I keep opening myself up, this is destiny
Guts heart making lyrics without asking
It's not enough to write about a boom clap, look at me
With a dead heart with songs that never die

It hurts, it hurts

Writing hurts me, it happens to me for losing my mind more than the papers
Silent like an automaton, here the air is rotten, tired of 'I love you'
And then saying I didn't do it

I don't measure words, I weigh them
A damn obsessed lunatic with kisses that penetrate to the bone
And that's not seen, it's sensed, it's created, it's destroyed
I dedicate myself to putting lyrics to what they run away from the most
What do they expect me to believe
I've lost my reasons but never my ideas
I've danced with the ugliest, I've smiled at the devil
And they try to compare my music with that

Damn

Sometimes I wonder what the hell I'm doing here
What benefits me from all this
Sometimes I want to have you in front of me and let myself go
Sometimes I hate myself more than the one who hates me

And I don't want anything from tomorrow that goes
If they leave my life, it will be for a reason, damn
I don't want anything if you don't see it, it doesn't matter
I just write looking at the moon in this bed
I don't want anything from tomorrow that goes, I just write looking at the moon and fly

I learned a long time ago not to sit and wait
My soul is smoke, fire no longer warms me

My head is going to explode, this voice doesn't shut up anymore
Damn anger that goes away, I make guts heart out of it
My head is going to explode, this voice doesn't shut up anymore
Damn anger that goes away, I make guts heart out of it

I can't stop thinking even if it hurts, even if it hurts
It's better not to look and yet it blinds me, without opening my eyes it blinds me

No matter how much weight you put on your words, they fly
They blur, but they stay in my mind
They stay, they don't know it's cold until the heart freezes
And I don't know the reason but this hibernation doesn't end
I can't see the way out and it freezes me and I don't know how to get out and I don't care
I feel like my guts are made of wax
And what was that about swearing for you, what was it
Eeeeeh
Tell me what the hell it was

Eeeeeh tell me what the hell it was, tell me
Eeeeh

I have to think about it even if it hurts

Eeeeeh tell me what the hell it was, tell me
I'll be honest if you're afraid of love
It's normal to be afraid of fear itself

I also saw death, what I haven't seen yet is heaven
I believe in God less than goodbye, then I come back, dead
What more would you want in that
To do what I do in rap you'd have to be born ten times

Music grows from within me, it traps me
Cry heart, cry tears of silver
I've lost so much for
Risking so little

How beautiful an artist, right? And how bad it is to be crazy, if it's the same
What do they know, what do they know, what do they know
If it's the same
What do they know, what do they know, what do they know
If it's the same

My head is going to explode, this voice doesn't shut up anymore
Damn anger that goes away, I make guts heart out of it
My head is going to explode, this voice doesn't shut up anymore
Damn anger that goes away, I make guts heart out of it