Psycho

If they see my heart, they tell it not to come back
That I don't miss feeling hurt
Life is short? Screw that, it doesn't work anymore
I've been here for three hundred months and it feels like twenty eras
Do they want me? I already love myself but there's no love without hate
Nothing escapes me, except the obvious, it's me
I'm poisoned from swallowing so much pride
Instead of grabbing a shovel, digging, and throwing myself in a hole
Psychosis, I'm afraid of my shadow
Another label to memorize they put on me
No dosage, there's no cure for this, buddy
Here you try to feel until your heart breaks
And all the normal ones so happy, so comfortable
They all live deceived but they live, that's fair
Don't believe me if you don't want to, it's a matter of taste
Don't talk to me about living in peace if you're not up for scares
Look at me, do I seem crazy?
Do I seem insignificant? Or too much for your brain?
This is what happens when a blind person judges another
Who doesn't see that a diamond shines and is valuable even if it's broken
Outside a happy crazy person sings alone
Inside, cries
A shadow tells me the hours
Inside, cries

Chorus

Leave me alone
(Alone here)
I'd rather be dead than see the shit inside me (peace, peace)
I want to get out of here
I'm not even a shadow of what I once was
Psychosis, I cry blood from my eyes
Psychosis, weaker and weaker, more feeble
Psychosis, alone again here
I want to feel again, leave me alone

They want me to want, in the end, it's all about wanting
They want and want without knowing what
They dream of lives of love and pleasure
And the pleasure of love is loving without it
B-b-but what will they understand, they're simple subjects
Who call love having a sad fuck on the weekend
You can call me weird, crazy, idiot, not humble
I don't live to be a card and play pranks like Spielberg
In your movie, it's the paradox
My special effect is being real on these pages
And I've seen, that crazy people do get wet
You cut off my leg, I kill you hopping
An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth, what nonsense
Keep the eyes, you don't know how to look anyway, it's more
Keep my music, but never me
Since it's a work of art and I'm just another fucking shit
I'm not confused, that's the sad part
I'm just a poet who hates everything that exists
Listening to me is drinking from the cup of Christ
But I leave the music and I'm like him, I don't exist
For anyone, for anyone, for anyone
Just a dead voice that appears when someone is out of breath
That comes and goes and sees, and there's no plan A or B
Alone with the pain, I'm its dancing shoes
No, I don't know the steps
I've fallen so many times that I can't feel my arms anymore
But I'm a psychotic who shouldn't be listened to
The plate hasn't broken and I already pay just in case
Psychosis, this ink smells like blood
Psychosis, you want my heart? Are you hungry?
Psychosis, eat it, it's a fucking cold cut
This is my work of art, enjoy it, go ahead

Leave me alone
(Alone here)
I'd rather be dead than see the shit inside me (peace, peace)
I want to get out of here
I'm not even a shadow of what I once was
Psychosis, I cry blood from my eyes
Psychosis, weaker and weaker, more feeble
Psychosis, alone again here
I want to feel again, leave me alone

(A happy crazy person sings alone
Inside, cries
A shadow tells me the hours
Inside, cries)
Notes come out of my mind that come together and work magic
It's my misfortune, I write and it doesn't satisfy me
Another psychedelic work of art to levitate
They won't know what I've done until I die and they say thank you
They'll say I went crazy chasing the lights
That it was pure talent, Pedigree, no crosses
That only by composing I leave thousands of hearts on mute
Until the vultures enjoy me
And now I look at the sky and all I do is repeat
Those gray eyes will always take care of me
I didn't even believe my heart, I put it through hell
I ripped it out of my chest and enjoyed watching it die
Die, until the last piece rots
Die, you help me very little inside
I regret and beg
I want to feel again
Please do it now
A happy crazy person sings alone
Oh
Leave me alone