Estoy seguro que no (pero no se)

From moments so happy
To paranoia and scars
It’s no longer hard for me to tell you that
I’m tired of arguing
It hurts me to trust you
I give you my life every day
And you just give me doubts
About whether you love me or not

I’m sure you’re not but I don’t know
If you’re gonna stay
I’m sure you’re not
I know
And if you want to leave
You’re gonna regret it
I’m not scared anymore to tell you, my love
That my life is better

Why do you want to see me
When I don’t believe you anymore
You use my heart like a punching bag
What a lack of respect to give me that look
You use my heart like a grenade (dude)

Why do you want to see me
When I don’t believe you anymore
You use my heart like a punching bag
What a lack of respect to give me that look
You use my heart like a grenade

I’ve wasted time thinking you’d come back
I’ve wasted time and did you come back?
Well, no

I’m sure you’re not but I don’t know
If you’re gonna stay
I’m sure you’re not
I know
And if you want to leave
You’re gonna regret it
I’m not scared anymore to tell you, my love
That my life is better

That my life without your life is better
That my life without your life is better
That my life without your life is better
That my life without your life is better

I thought you loved me
And I was wrong
It hurt and you let me down
But I held on

You’ve put me through some tough shit
That I never told you and it stayed in my mind
You don’t treat me like someone who feels
And you want me to love you, you’re not consistent and

I’ve made a thousand attempts and
I can’t take it anymore
I bought some meds that
Help me forget
I’m sorry but I feel that
I don’t love you anymore
It hurts but I accept that
I started to hate you

I want you to get lost
To stay away and not come back
That for the rest of my life you leave me in peace
Don’t text me anymore
Or call me or look for me
Because every time you show up the answer
Is gonna be a no

I’m sure you’re not but I don’t know
If you’re gonna stay
I’m sure you’re not
I know
And if you want to leave
You’re gonna regret it
I’m not scared anymore to tell you, my love
That my life is better

That my life without your life is better
That my life without your life is better
That my life without your life is better
That my life without your life is better

I’m sure you’re not but I don’t know
If you’re gonna stay
I’m sure you’re not
I know
And if you want to leave
You’re gonna regret it
I’m not scared anymore to tell you, my love
That my life is better

That my life without your life is better
(I don’t want, I don’t want, I don’t want to feel your love anymore)
That my life without your life is better
That my life without your life is better
(I don’t want, I don’t want, I don’t want to feel your love anymore)
That my life without your life is better