Mai Capirai

I leave the walls and there's never a damn thing to do
Deaf and mute streets, happiness you can't hope for
Hatred is prevailing, hatred for all the people
Dilated pupils, I hate you more deeply
You will never never never understand
What I think and what I do
You will never never never understand
Why I have cuts on my arm
I don't want to justify myself for everything I take
I have no reasons to explain to those who don't understand what I'm doing
Blades in the flesh might make me feel good
I do it for myself, certainly not for those who are with me
I can do what I want, I don't want to be judged
I don't care about the criticism of those who think they're not sick
You will never never never understand
What I think and what I do
You will never never never understand
Why I have cuts on my arm
I don't want to justify myself anymore for the pills I take
I have no reasons to explain to those who don't understand what I'm doing