14 de Fevereiro

Day 14 is coming, I'm aware of that
And I'm empty, love
I told you in advance that on the 14th of this month
It could be very different
Things are not as good as they used to be
The day arrived
I saw a message with your gift

Come to the lovers' garden immediately
I thought it wouldn't look nice to go there without a gift
But worse than not giving a gift would be not making myself present

But the motorcycle won't start
It's out of taxi gas
I went to meet the girl by bike
She looked so beautiful in that red dress
I didn't know how I looked, I didn't look in the mirror

But she said
Love, you're cute as always
And with a smile on her face
She gave me that gift
But I still had a face of disbelief!
Are you serious that you're not giving anything?
That 'I'm your girlfriend' shit!!

I said calm down, don't make that face
Don't look at me like that, huh!!
Do you want to make me uncomfortable?
Please stop!
I always give you gifts, babe
You're not going to start a fight here over a simple date

Ah!
Because my friends' boyfriends
Look!
They have theirs
And we have our life, dear
Don't try to compete with anyone
Since today is Valentine's Day
The least we can do is both be okay

Look!
This is the first year you give me a gift
I've been doing it alone for years but never frowned
And my friends were already being gifted by their ladies
I never brought that to you, I never made a scene

Just by me talking like this, look how she realized
Like I didn't give because I got tired of giving and never receiving
Which had nothing to do
It was because I didn't have money
But to her, I wasn't being truthful about it

Then! She called a taxi, got in and left, but how come?
I was confused at that moment
I sent a message and she called me
She said: Please, forget me, it's over and hung up

I thought it must be a joke
But I remembered she doesn't joke like that

I tried to call again, my number was already blocked
That's it! She managed to make me worried

But I relaxed for a while, a little while
I opened WhatsApp and saw she was online
Which meant my number wasn't blocked there
But before calling or writing, I checked the status

My brother!
Holding an iPhone 13 box, the caption then
Thank you very much, my love
And in the second photo, she was already hugging tightly
Mouth to mouth, a big kiss with the mother fucker

She always said they were just good friends
And the caption!? My love for you is infinite
Then came the video
But what she wrote
You know?
I don't understand how a guy didn't die

All this happening, the gift still in my hand
Every time I looked, it was knives in my heart
The worst thing in my life was seeing those scenes
I don't know if I was grounded, I couldn't feel my legs anymore
It was an internal pain
That was not small
Just remembering, I remember that remembering is not worth it

I wonder like: How would it be?
If I had given a gift that day
I always wonder: Would that change anything?
Or would it just make a guy not see that lady wasn't worth it
Or would it just make a guy not see that there was another one licking
Because I don't believe it was all from the same day

She's a bitch
I didn't know and wouldn't imagine
That the crap that put the magic
That we lived in the church
On the road we went together and enjoyed
And nowadays the love I felt is at the bottom of the sink

February 14th of this year is marked for me
It's not possible! We don't talk about the devil
To be honest, I don't feel like answering
But I'm curious to hear what she has to say