Shout Baby (Ending 7)

The smell of your hair is different from usual, it's frustrating to be dancing around, my mouth is loose, I gently sink into the scarf

Since when have I been able to be so patient? Even as a child, I was mocked for being a crybaby

"Keep it a secret" - those cruel words, my screams fade away, the future that should be ordinary seems so far away

I don't need to ask anyone to know I can't reach him Where should I go?
I don't understand, so I just cling to it, and it erases my everyday anxieties, but the yearning that burns in my heart won't disappear, and I want to change

I'm the kind of person who puts things off right away, so I wanted to protect even the slightest connection

If I keep it a secret, it's like it never existed. It's not such a small feeling that I can just forget about it. Do you understand?

When dawn breaks, I put on my serious face again Because that was all I had I was confused by new things That guy who filled my heart so much that it drowned out the boring times is already gone

I didn't want to know about such things I should have done that at that time Even though it's such a fragile thing I wanted to affirm myself I felt pathetic as if I was doing something wrong But it was all new to me and I still wanted to believe

I don't need to ask anyone to know that he won't give me happiness, but that doesn't mean he didn't give me anything. His cunning lies are so pleasing they erase my daily anxieties, and they won't go away. I want to change