Shout baby

Since when have I been able to endure like this
Even though I was laughed at as a crybaby since childhood

Keep it a secret
What cruel words
My shouting voice is hoarse
Far away from the future that should be ordinary

Even if no one asks, it's clear
I won't reach their place
Where should I go
Not knowing, just clinging

To the point of erasing the daily anxiety
The longing that burns my chest won't disappear

I want to change