Shjol (feat. Javierusk)

The song 'Shjol' by Borderline, featuring Javierusk, is a poignant exploration of grief, guilt, and the struggle to find peace after a tragic loss. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a person grappling with the death of a loved one, specifically a young girl, and the emotional turmoil that follows. The opening lines, 'Camina de frente / No bajes la mirada y Mira a la cara a la muerte,' set the tone for a confrontation with mortality and the harsh realities of life. The protagonist is urged to face death head-on, questioning the morality and pleasure derived from causing suffering to others.

The song delves deep into the personal anguish of witnessing a loved one in pain, 'Llena de tubos y médicos semi inconsciente,' and the helplessness that accompanies such moments. The repeated imagery of medical tubes and semi-consciousness underscores the trauma and the haunting memories that refuse to fade. The lyrics also touch on the anger towards faith and the existential questions that arise in the wake of such a loss, 'Tu miserable fe de creyente ¡Ofende! / ¡Dime! / ¿Cómo mierda voy a ser fuerte?'

As the song progresses, it becomes clear that the protagonist is not only battling external memories but also internal demons. The lines 'He destruido a seres queridos sin poder evitarlo / Soy como un animal herido que ataca a quienes quieren ayudarlo' reveal a self-destructive pattern fueled by guilt and sorrow. The song's climax is a desperate plea for understanding and a search for a place 'Fuera del tiempo' where the protagonist can find freedom and reunite with the lost loved one. The recurring theme of memories blending with the wind symbolizes the fleeting nature of life and the enduring impact of those we've lost.

'Borderline' and Javierusk have crafted a deeply emotional and introspective piece that resonates with anyone who has experienced profound loss. The song's raw honesty and vivid imagery make it a powerful testament to the human experience of grief and the quest for healing.