Shjol (feat. Javierusk)

Walk straight ahead
Don't lower your gaze and Look death in the face
And scream loudly
Playing with someone else's life seems fine to you?
Does it turn you on?

Watching an innocent girl
Agonize and die
Does that amuse you?
From the womb, dig into the earth
A cradle where she'll always sleep

I can't stop seeing you
Full of tubes and doctors semi-unconscious
I can't move
Paralyzed without anyone by my side
And you don't understand?
Your miserable believer faith Offends!
Tell me!
How the hell am I supposed to be strong?
If her death repeats in my mind

Listen to the threads being cut inside
My soul is unraveling from my body
Outside of time, I'm looking for a place
While your memory fades into the wind
Keep me inside and in just a moment
Outside of time, I'll be able to find you
In freedom

Walk straight ahead
When the sadistic dog of memory confronts you
Roar louder!
A panic attack won't stop me from remembering
Until I twist in pain?
Like a worm in the earth waiting to die of sorrow
Stop!
It wasn't your fault Understand!
It was just a damn accident!

I've destroyed loved ones without being able to stop
I'm like a wounded animal attacking those who want to help
Every nightmare laughs and humiliates me
And I wake up at night screaming
Tell me!
Why are you looking at me?
If she's no longer alive?
What the hell is happening to me?

If you can Escape thousands and thousands of kilometers from here
Escape from everything and everyone alone but never from me
How devastating, living the horror of seeing her born and die
What do I do Leonor with all this love that was only for you?

While your memory fades into the wind
Keep me inside and in just a moment
Outside of time, I'll be able to find you
In freedom