Si Aún No Me Mato Es Por Ti

I wanted to be a happy child
And live for your sweet dreams
Feel that tense reality
In the distance
Moving away from me

50 capsules caress my throat
In a cocktail of arsenic
I love the feeling
Of losing consciousness
Witnessing my absence

Hey
The razor follows the map of my veins
Look at the bleeding, baby
Fill the bathtub
With my hot blood
The delight that death tastes
When you feel hungry

And that valium bread
With that bread with liquor
The exit of life
Wonder for
Rest this tired mind
To live as if something mattered to me

At this point the problems
They look smaller
What if I just jump right into them?
You want a hiding place
Hide and seek is forever
They called it the cave of death

The taste
Of the love in me
He lit the eternal tears
Feel it, in your arms
It's turning off
If I haven't killed myself yet, it's because of you

The noise, the flesh
The desire, the kisses
The soul, the fault, yours?
Sorry, mine
Anger, sex, weather
The countdown in reverse
The day I live my life

I don't put dates or days
If I want your life to be mine
If I want my time
Reverse clock
Let's slide
To the beat of the universe

They are withered flowers
They are a bottle of anguish
With rum only put conviction
Life on the railway line
You see
Now everything is better

The corners of the mouth
They crack me up
Dead clowns without a smile

It is the absurd comedy of the world
What causes nausea
The longing without a direction

My revolver shoots to never return
Kiss my hundred
Cross my skin with love
That rope on your neck looks good
When the throat tightens
Until disappearing

And the fire in the garden of eden
A black sun over the sea
In an ugly dawn

I only have two alternatives
One, death
Two, life