Cartas de Olvido

These are letters of forgetfulness
For what was, for what has been
Because you once loved me

I don't want to play, I'm just a spoiled child
I don't enjoy the treasure, I cry for lost gold
God put me in this prison for dreaming of you undressed
And now I'm just an angel writing letters of forgetfulness
Say no to the fines of destiny
That take you away from the paths that share my way
Make me a prisoner of fate, to see you anywhere
I will never learn to love myself if I have never known how to love you

Be the Cinderella of my story if you feel me
Make me a comet with your west wind
Hide your kisses and let me find them
Speak to me of love if that silence is forever
I'm half alone, you're half full, what a shame
I'm half sun, you're full moon, a problem
Because there's no eclipse that solves the scheme
If there's no ellipse that revolves around your system
You won't come back, what will be, will be, my heart aches
From the journey behind that I spent with you
Time zigzags and today I write a rap of reality
That won't return because you're already gone
Exile, that's what heals scars
And I envy the one who comes after me
I'm relieved if they manage to make you happy
I who always gave you help with words of varnish
I suffocate for you, for being a crazy person
For not seeing you here anymore, I'm in the beyond
I seek a love that distracts, while not wearing out
I can't assimilate that you left, but I know you forgot me

Looking for a prologue, I question the feeling
If you see me drowning, it's because I'm dialoguing inside
Birds didn't speak to understand the wind
And that's why they don't collide when they're in motion
That possessed Poseidon would fight against Athena
For mine, for yours, for pride, whatever
I'm the cat that proclaims a bed on your rooftop
And what's the use if I meow, if I flee so you don't see me
I'm raw, for what I didn't have, I climb your lengths
I cover where you undress, with a knot made of clouds
I unite your unhealthy body, mute of similarities
I sink all my virtues, I doubt my concerns
And the sun doesn't spread, because my soul is hollow
Like a dry sponge and dried October leaves
I was close for hours, but you're moving away
And now that you leave me, who covers me in this absence
Since I don't wake up with the song of your blankets
I've cried so much that not even tears know how many
Times, I need to give you my wounded heart
Because I'm just an angel writing letters of forgetfulness