Aviso de Neón

Maybe the walls worry about me
When they don't see me go out, don't see me live
When I ignore calls and messages
Like a faithful protagonist of a short film

Those with dull colors
Where the soundtrack is just a piano
In gray places where it always rains
And people live sad but don't move from there

Everyone says tomorrow I'll be fine
That it's just a bad day
And if they knew that one day has turned
Into weeks, months, and years

And I still can't figure myself out and they say
Don't pay attention to it, don't turn the situation around
Do you think I want to be here?
That I don't want to leave from here?
If it were up to me, there wouldn't even be a song to write

I know I seem like a neon sign warning
I light up and turn off, I have more than one version
I'm a series of books, I'm a train with no destination
Like a scratched CD that was your favorite

I know I spend my time between on and off
And no one knows where I'm going if I'm in airplane mode
Like in a maze that has a way out
But I always forget the instructions

I don't want to sleep, I don't want to talk
Much less do I want to look at the phone
Who would have thought that something so small
Would throw in our faces everything we don't have

I don't want to compare, but I still do it
I don't want to change and I'm contemplating it
So many pretty faces, so many successful lives
It gets to my head and destroys it

And I don't know if tomorrow I'll be fine
If it won't be another bad day
And if they knew that one day has turned
Into the day before yesterday, yesterday, and tomorrow
And I still can't decide, and if

If I pay too much attention, and also
I fuel the situation
I don't know if I want to be here
Or if I don't want to leave
Suddenly there might be more than a thousand songs to write

I know I seem like a neon sign warning
I light up and turn off, I have more than one version
I'm a series of books, I'm a train with no destination
Like a scratched CD that was your favorite

I know I spend my time between on and off
And no one knows where I'm going if I'm in airplane mode
Like in a maze that has a way out
But I never wanted to hear the instructions
I never wanted to hear them (mmm-Mmm)