Escribí Una Canción Sobre La Ansiedad y La Baja Autoestima
By Mila
I Wrote a Song About Anxiety And Low Self-esteem
No I can't breathe
But everyone says that time will heal
But no, I can't even hear them anymore
Already the voices in my head are the ones that rule in this place
And even if I try, they don't understand me
I do not make myself explain
I don't know why I feel bad
And I don't know when it's going to stop
A thousand bibles will be written
About self-esteem and others
And only few will portray
To those of us who live the truth behind
The wound may not be in plain sight
People may not be able to see it
There may not be sufficient reasons
But still it doesn't stop hurting
I never thought it was so difficult
Live here in my own skin
I never believed that my worst enemy
It would be part of my being
I have fewer and fewer friends
But that doesn't matter if I'm okay with me
And how easy to say it and to be able to hide
That my own company is a symbol of loneliness
There are storms that do not end
There are fires that do not go out
And where they go, I go too
It's a matter of understanding the law of attraction
And even if I don't get along with the mirror
There is a certain complicity with my reflection
Of loves and hates there are many stories
Ours is based on defeats and glories
And even if I try
They no longer believe that I want to improve
But those words are unnecessary
When I get up again
A thousand days will be lived
Good and bad will arrive
The voices will accompany me
But it's up to me not to listen
The wound may not be in plain sight
People may not be able to see it
There may not be sufficient reasons
But still it doesn't stop hurting
I never thought it was so difficult
Live here in my own skin
I never believed that my worst enemy
It would be part of my being
In the middle of the dark
There will be a way to shine
Those shadows that force you
To take steps back
I promise I won't give up
I will stand
I prefer to face chaos
Before going for a run
And the wound was always in plain sight
But no one ever wanted to see her
I had to fight my own battle
So hard to believe
