Invencible
By Mila
Invincible
Years have passed and I have forgotten the details but
Believe me, I remember when I see you on the street
I wonder if in your memory the look remained
Of terror that was expressed in every room you entered
But no, don't think I'm still afraid
Only sometimes I find myself reliving the memory
Of the four walls of the bathroom where I locked myself
Hoping you would never find me and
I feel like sometimes I hear your voice singing me this song
For your own amusement you needed to promote my humiliation
Because I was someone's daughter, someone's sister
Someone's friend and you didn't care to break down my foundations
Bring me to the ground and when I hated myself
Did it make you feel better?
And you kicked me when I was already down
Even my own friends turned their backs on me
Like an unbreakable curse
I became the Martyr you condemned
But every word, every taunt, every comment
Fortunately did mark me
Because you swore you would destroy me and only managed
To make me... Make me invincible!
Today they are psychologists, doctors, and business people
Even artist sisters were the cause of my insomnia
And there was a teacher who always told me that my voice would never be heard
Listen to me!, Look at me! See if you recognize these same eyes
That no longer hide (hey)
And if you tell your own about what you did to me
So that they can be better than you were with me
That I had no team or support behind me, left in exile
Like a criminal without just cause behind the bars of your words
But no
Just as you left, the fear left
And I no longer receive calls with your threats
But I remember when I see you on television
I hope your fans don't live what I lived
I know, it's ridiculous to claim that nothing changes
Even the cruelest matures and retracts
I feel like it took so long to throw it in your face
It took me eight years to repair my soul
Because you kicked me when I was already down
Even my own friends turned their backs on me
Like an unbreakable curse
I became the Martyr you condemned
But every word, every taunt, every comment
Fortunately did mark me
Because you swore you would destroy me and only managed
To make me, make me invincible
And although no one thought
And although no one remembered
I ended up forgiving those who never
Who never
Apologized