Nubes de Humo
By Mila
Smoke Clouds
I don't know where to look or what to find
In the eyes of the people who don't see me passing by
Blind to my way of breaking in
The plot of history that I did not belong to
With a single blink everything becomes confusing
Because an eternity has passed and it was only a minute
How not to daydream in such a sleepy world?
Not an addition, you only subtract and there is no one moved
Ay, if it is not today, by when?
Has anyone noticed the silence in me?
How many things did I miss out of fear that I was going to suffer?
The words left unsaid today won't let me sleep
Smoke clouds without gravity
We are not always alone in the face of adversity
It was an agreement without agreeing, a secret without telling
What if the sunset didn't want to fall?
I'd run out of witnesses, lose my own voice
In the day my reflection changes with the sunlight
And the nights remember who I will be and where I go
Among voices they only know how to scream and the one who makes the most noise does not make himself heard
And they are trembling, they are hiding the fear of the wolves that they are praising
I'm just a stranger wandering, invisible to the eye, weak to the touch
My shadow hugs me, it is my company, even if I do not feel it, I would not change it
How many things did I miss out of fear that I was going to suffer?
Words left unsaid today won't let me sleep
Everything always so deep anchored to a resentment
For not having given a little more I was the one who put me in this place
Smoke clouds without gravity
We are not always alone in the face of adversity
It was an agreement without agreeing, a secret without telling
Lives so far together for a reason
We are so many pieces of the same heart
It's what I tell myself that lets me heal
And just as I feel thousands will also feel