Traficante de Ilusiones

I, who am only what I can be
And in this life I have not yet been what I want
I, who for love set aside
So many things I wanted when I was in love

I have the habits and vices
That loneliness gave me
And disgust for the emptiness they leave me
When they love me and leave

I, who am only what I can be
And in this life I have not yet been what I want
I continue to be alone out of fear of losing freedom

I am like this
An illusions trafficker, different
I know I am different from everyone
But the same as many people

I am like this
Perhaps the fault was all my lovers'
If they loved me, I never wanted
And if I wanted, I don't know

I, who at night did not dream
Listening to the lies told on my pillow
Today, with a hardened gaze
For a world of experiences, I only know that I know nothing

And despite everything, I know there is something
That I still have to do
Something that life can give me
When a woman arrives

I, who am only what I can be
And in this life I have not yet been what I want

I have the habits and vices
That loneliness gave me
And disgust for the emptiness they leave me
When they love me and leave