Pre-fab-ricada

Light coming through my window
pale light that accompanies me
it seems you won't believe
the things I've thought about today
desolation after solitudes
solitude over desolation
it's incurable
and this time it worsens more and more
do you think I haven't thought about it???
do you think I've been left alone
do you think I've stayed silent
and that I've stayed with the sunlight
why aren't you here again
I woke up in the middle of the afternoon
and the dream never ends
I'm facing the sun
my thoughts start to wander again