Chin Chin (feat. Miranda)

[Calero LDN]
I live bitter but I'm sweet like candy
I don't think beyond my dear darling
If life’s a game, I got stuck in Jumanji
I've seen more blood than Ted Bundy's eyes
Blessed be all my homies today
Who seek their peace like Atlantis archaeologists
You ain't a man if you get lost in Barbies
Here you learn by being your own sparring
I got more magic than Harry
I want my buddies in a Ferrari
And you think you're happier driving a Beamer
Smile, my sadness, with a Jim Carrey complex
This costs me a lot
Like what I smoke, what I drink, what I inhale
And I don’t vent anymore
'Cause I gotta take care of what I always neglect
I live drama in every stretch
I pay for the house with my past traumas
I'm still hooked on all the bad stuff
And drugs don’t mess me up as much with your 'I love yous'
My mental health is water in your hands
And sure, they'll say I'm all crazy
But I brought this on myself
'Cause my lyrics get better when I'm feeling worse
I pay upfront for my joys
I lack virtues, got plenty of quirks
Time drags without your company
I gave you my best nights and now not even good mornings

Everything I tell, I didn’t choose
On the day of my funeral, a violin will play
I’ll see my enemies toasting 'chin chin'
I don’t think even God will cry for me

Everything I tell, I didn’t choose
On the day of my funeral, a violin will play
I’ll see my enemies toasting 'chin chin'
I don’t think even God will cry for me

[Miranda]
If money defines you, you’ll be poor your whole life
If you only seek gold, you’ll only find copper
The eyes of that boy with the gaze of a man
When he understands what death hides
Music from a tormented soul
The boy lying in the sand
They called him crazy for chasing sirens
Looking at the horizon in the full moon
There’s no other life, and that’s our sentence
I never find the exact moment
I self-destruct just to pass the time
Words mean nothing
If they’re not backed up by actions
I bare my soul and sing it
I bare my soul in front of so many
But no one knows me completely
Only the part I want to show you
I dream that I smell her skin
That I touch her hair, that it all goes well
That I kiss her lips and they taste like honey
But I wake up alone on the platform
I just want to run, escape from here
I lock myself in my mind and start to write
Thinking of the person who
I know could have made me happy
And here I am, I’m the shadow and the light
Death and life at the same height
I tear my spirit, this cross is weighing me down
The rain seeps down to the foundations
Outside it’s sunny but I’m drowning inside
Time’s running out
Not a breath of air but the wind blows
No clouds in sight but there’s a storm
Art was born from suffering
Thousands hear me and I’m not content
I don’t give a damn about recognition
I keep pushing hard, I don’t stop
I shoot, reload, retreat, and face it
I hit the bass so hard I don’t know
If it seems like I hate it to death or love it
Bang Bang, goodbye scenery, I spit the truth in your face
Here people lie to you, call you brother and talk behind your back
I’m rising up, no one can stop me
'Cause I always had control of the cards
And no matter how much they try to screw me, I stayed calm
I always had an ace up my sleeve.