Corazón Pagano

Pagan heart, this
Pagan heart no longer prays

No butterflies fly in my stomach anymore
I've traded them for a gram every Saturday
I burn bills thinking I'm a pyromaniac
And calling me a cocaine addict falls short

Welcome to my wasteland
Where I don't write unless I live every paragraph
One rests in peace as I lower my eyelids
And I can't count anymore for using your abacus

Kill me or give me wings
So I don't see your face
If you left for cigarettes and now you come out of nowhere
I waited long enough even knowing you didn't smoke

Kill me or give me wings, so I don't see your face
If you left for cigarettes and now you come out of nowhere
I waited long enough, even knowing you didn't smoke

Circles and circles and seasons
For everything there's always a reason
But it's never good
Never turns out as it should

There's no religion for a pagan heart
Tired of paying the price for your sins
I put you on a pedestal and you got off on your own
Now look me in the eyes and tell me nothing has changed

But not everything is so bad
What the hell did you think?
Now I know how to value who's by my side
And they're starting to give me back the life you took from me

Today I don't give up
You only listen to know I'm screwed
But listen to what I'm telling you
That I'm happier without you than in ten thousand lives with you

Today I don't give up
You only listen to know I'm screwed
But listen to what I'm telling you
That I'm happier without you than in ten thousand lives with you

Circles and circles and seasons (I'm happier without you than in ten thousand lives with you)
For everything there's always a reason
But it's never good
Never turns out as it should

Circles and circles and seasons
For everything there's always a reason
But it's never good
Never turns out as it should