Mi Cruz (feat. Mayo)

214 La Cantera
Tears from the north
I have her captive
Inside my psyche
If I let her out, the dam breaks

Living without you is harmful for me to apply
Stumbling around looking for you in others to heal
My life is so easy to complicate
That a small mistake magnifies
You leaving leads me to beg you
To leave me a memory so I don't break the wall

Even music doesn't heal me anymore
I sing to eat
Don't doubt it
And I would leave everything to see you naked
Between shots of Jäger and poems by Neruda
Don't doubt it, you will always be my life
My fire, my Sun, my Moon

I swear I see you by my side if everything is dark
And I hope you do the same and heal as you heal me
I search for you in my past mistakes
Always with one in hand
Praying to you anesthetized
I just hope it's clear to you
There's no one like me
Goodbye Beautiful

I swear I love you
If she doesn't want me, let her shout at me
Show me she hates me
Look for anger and nuances to the insults she charges me
I never asked you to love me
In fact, I remember telling you not to

That you would leave at the time of my chimera
That as you burn, the mark leaves a scar
I thought you were going to be my light
That you were going to be my light
That you were going to be my light

But
You went from my crush to my cross
From my crush to my cross
From my crush to my cross
Heaven

I thought you were going to be my light
I thought you were going to be my light
I thought you were going to be my light

But
You went from my crush to my cross
From my crush to my cross
From my crush to my cross
Heaven

I walk through the neighborhood high
With red eyes
And bruised knuckles
With the desire to tell you everything I've kept quiet
Because the sky is cloudier since I said I love you

Neither you are so bad, nor I am so brave
But everything is harder if we never clarify
Sometimes I think, I don't even know how we started
If you can't start with someone who is already finished

Drugged, fucked up, anesthetized
Lost in a club while I cry in the bathroom
The kisses I gave you, I didn't give, were borrowed
I hope you return them with interest paid
And this got out of hand
Begging for your poison knowing it wasn't healthy

And now, no, no, no
I think I'll shed a tear for each of your sins
Cupid, go light years away
Or I swear you'll catch
LDN is my coffin

Only I can kill myself
I thought you were my crush
You came and my heart crashed
It's better to say goodbye
Than to come and hate each other again

I thought you were going to be my light
I thought you were going to be my light
I thought you were going to be my light

But
You went from my crush to my cross
From my crush to my cross
From my crush to my cross
Heaven