Nunca Estuve Bien [Explicit]

Calero LDN's song 'Nunca Estuve Bien' is a raw and unfiltered exploration of personal struggle, resilience, and the pursuit of a chosen lifestyle despite its inherent challenges. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a life filled with stress, sleepless nights, and substance use, all while maintaining a sense of determination and acceptance of the path chosen. The repeated line 'Nunca estuve bien' (I was never well) underscores a persistent state of inner turmoil, yet there's a defiant acceptance of this reality as the life he sought.

The collaboration with Turek Hem adds another layer to the narrative, emphasizing themes of regret, perseverance, and the harsh realities of life in the streets. Turek Hem's verses reflect a similar struggle, acknowledging past mistakes and the pain that comes with them, but also highlighting a relentless drive to keep moving forward. The imagery of 'ojera', borrachera' y carretera' (dark circles, drunkenness, and roads) symbolizes the wear and tear of a life lived on the edge, yet there's a sense of pride and resilience in facing these challenges head-on.

Cultural references to barrio life and the impact of the streets are prevalent throughout the song, providing a backdrop of authenticity and relatability for listeners who share similar experiences. The mention of substances like THC and LSD further illustrates the coping mechanisms employed to deal with the stress and emotional pain. Despite the hardships, there's an underlying message of hope and self-belief, as Calero LDN vows to achieve his goals and acknowledges his dual nature of good and bad, akin to the concept of yin and yang. This duality reflects the complexity of human nature and the constant battle between opposing forces within oneself.