Nunca Estuve Bien [Explicit]

[Calero LDN]
I was never okay
But mom, don't worry, because this is the life I sought
(The life I sought, the life I sought)
Between dark circles, drunkenness, and roads, my stress only grows
And if I go out to the street, it's because I have nothing left to lose
I only have you left, but you're already gone
(Gone)

[Turek Hem]
I've been a damn crazy and I still don't regret anything (Uh-huh)
I have balls wherever the wind takes me (Uh)
I'm good at being bad, but believe me, I try
I always have a smile even though I'm dying inside (Me)

I'm more alive than ever and enthusiasm is at its peak (Ah, eh)
Although the days fly by and the pain hits me again (Me)
I come from the neighborhood, where the street corrupts
But I managed to survive among danger and disorder

Lost in a gaze, things change, a call
I have everything, I don't want anything, don't judge anyone by appearances
You'll never see me retreat, damn life, it's only borrowed
Wake up, it's not a fairy tale, real stories are found

[Turek Hem]
I looked to the sky, and I'm right
I know I tried, it was from the heart
And if I failed you, I ask for forgiveness
I know you won't come back, it was my downfall

[Calero LDN]
I was never okay
But mom, don't worry, because this is the life I sought
(The life I sought, the life I sought)
Between dark circles, drunkenness, and roads, my stress only grows
And if I go out to the street, it's because I have nothing left to lose
I only have you left, but you're already gone
(Gone)

[Calero LDN]
If God exists, let him tell me where he's gone
Although I believe he'll never answer me
It's another night I've spent with cold sweats
If you don't believe me, come whenever you want, I'll lend you my skin

My sorrows on a CD, stick like LSD
I suffer, but it's not visible, inside I have TNT
All day with THC just to erase the tape
Thirty problems a month, but look, I'm still standing

For the glory of my dad, I swear I'll make it
I am my biggest rival, and also my biggest fan
Inside I have good and evil, girl, I'm like yin yang
If I wish you the best, you better leave me now

[Turek Hem]
I looked to the sky, and I'm right
I know I tried, it was from the heart
And if I failed you, I ask for forgiveness
I know you won't come back, it was my downfall

[Calero LDN and Turek Hem]
I was never okay
But mom, don't worry, because this is the life I sought
(The life I sought, the life I sought)
Between dark circles, drunkenness, and roads, my stress only grows
And if I go out to the street, it's because I have nothing left to lose
I only have you left, but you're already gone
(Gone)

[Calero LDN & Turek Hem]
Turek Hem Mafia
Eh
This is Calero LDN
Raised
La Cantera, man
Ah
From Bilbao to the world