Si Me Cansé

If I got tired of getting tired
It wasn't because I'm a fool
Nor was it because I'm a pirate
Nor was it because I'm bitter
Neither good, nor faithful, nor loyal

It was to see that everyone does it
That everyone takes it, sells it, steals it
And then they devour it without disgust
The best honey, the best honey

If I got tired of waiting
It was because my time
Didn't heal a single wound
If I got tired of forgetting
It was because forgetting
Is the suicidal pill
If I got tired of forgiving
It was because when it hurts
It's never, never, never forgotten!

If I got tired of lying
It was because the truth hurts
Only at the beginning
If I got tired of sleeping
It was because in dreams
I don't dream asleep
If I got tired of attending
It was because attending or not attending
They always started without me, without me

If I got tired of obeying
Of being correct
It's my duty to be obedient
To my suffering
And today I realize that suffering also tires me
(Whenever I don't belong, I will belong)

If I got tired of yielding
It was because yielding
You slowly die inside
If I got tired of crying
It was because in tears
I didn't find a way out
If I got tired of always running
It was because many things
I lost by running day and night

If I got tired of looking
It was because looking
I once saw death
If I got tired of losing
It was because once
I bled to lose you
If I got tired of keeping my ass closed
It was because of hunger
Fear, war, and cold loneliness

If I got tired of obeying
Of being correct
It's my duty to be obedient
To my suffering
And today I realize that suffering also tires me
Whenever I don't belong
I will belong