Nueve Meses
Camila
Nine Months
After a month I had lost what I had kept so much
I felt in my body the advance
Of what would change my life forever
That's how I started to love you
In three months I was already transforming
Into someone I didn't even recognize
Legs, back, heart, everything hurt
That's how I started to feel lonely
And I, who couldn't wait
You're getting closer, six months
Vomiting won't make
This woman give up until the end
Nine months for you
I would repeat so many times
Feel this pain
Die for this love
I can't imagine
That you grow inside me
That you don't belong to me
Maybe you'll understand
When you come back
And the cycle repeats
It's not easy, but I would wait
Nine months
I was so afraid of failing
Losing what I once was
It made me tremble
Knowing myself selfish
And that all my flaws
Could reflect on you
I reached eight
And I already felt
Like a Botero model
In lingerie
The worst of people
Hormone overdose
I was eager for the day to come
That's how I started to feel lonely
And I, who couldn't wait
You're getting closer, six months
Vomiting won't make
This woman give up until the end
Nine months for you
I would repeat so many times
Feel this pain
Die for this love
I can't imagine
That you grow inside me
That you don't belong to me
Maybe you'll understand
When you come back
And the cycle repeats
Because something
I can assure you
It's not easy
But I would give again
My body to the miracle
Of waiting nine months
Nine months