no es q no te quiera

How do you want me to know that you don't care anymore
If I come back home, you don't look into my eyes
There's no more 'I love you,' now I just cry
If it wasn't like this, there would still be an 'us'
If I say your name, I dismantle the verses
From major chords to minor ones

I don't want you to cry, you're not doing it
But even though it hurts me, you don't want my kisses
Of those I didn't give, it eats me inside
And I blame you because I'm burning
I didn't look out for you and now I just want
To take off your clothes and we'll see the rest

I don't hear the echo and they keep saying
Asshole, insensitive, that I killed what was ours
I don't think that, I love you and I'm sorry
I wasn't there for you or for me, it was fear
It doesn't open its wings if I don't feel like
Seeing you dance if you don't look at my face
You saw my tweet, I can't get out of bed

And I know you ignore me, I'm also fed up
I'm also fed up
And I want you to scream that you hate me now
I know it's not like that, the story repeats
Just do it for me so I forget your mouth
And it doesn't hurt so much to feel so alone
And I'm still so broken, I pour another drink
To see if you look at me and tell me to control myself

The pain doesn't stop and the hours don't pass
And how do I tell you that I miss it
If it never happened, seeing each other from within
And I still remember it, I saw you smiling
That damn November full of memories
And how do I tell you that I miss it
If it never happened, seeing each other from within