Café

I've been feeling dizzy for a while now
Knowing this is fading away
And I don't really know
How to keep this train on track
The wind has changed, and no matter how hard I try
In your eyes, all I see is a fuckin': I'm sorry
How can I understand?

If my heart begs me not to break the dream
And I know it’s gonna hurt
When your eyes stop seeing me
As if you didn’t need anything more
Than an afternoon together with a coffee, coffee, coffee
I know it’s gonna hurt
Waking up thinking you’re here
And every morning splitting my head
Seeing your coffee cup all alone, coffee, coffee

How many times will I start over thinking this time it’ll be the real deal?
It hurts, but I feel like I didn’t lose because what I lived will stay with me forever
Even if you’re not here, your scent still lingers
When I hear a song we always played
And today I torture myself thinking that all of that
I won’t experience with you in the end and I’m a bit sick
Thinking of your skin being the prey of another criminal
And I know it’s gonna hurt

When your eyes stop seeing me
As if you didn’t need anything more
Than an afternoon together with a coffee, coffee, coffee
I know it’s gonna hurt
Waking up thinking you’re here
And every morning splitting my head
Seeing your coffee cup all alone, coffee, coffee, coffee