no me convengo

I don't convince myself
It's what the reflections in the puddles tell me
The glass that breaks when I pass by
And the pictures that your two eyes take of me

When everything is so dark that I can't even see myself
I don't want to be that person who doesn't know
That even though I can, it diminishes in the attempt
The habit most contrary to routine
That spreads on the ground until it disappears

You don't need to tell me
That I don't take care of myself well
I know, but I can't, I've tried it sometime
You don't need to tell me

That I'll try for you
That I'm sorry if I fail you, but I don't know how to do it right
I don't know how to do it right
I don't know how to do it right

I don't convince myself
The mirror tells me without looking at me
I see it written in my veins in my blood
Even if I want to, I do it wrong and regret it
But I keep making mistakes because I don't convince myself

I tell you in a whisper even though I love you
That if I leave, it's to leave you with the good
That you deserve much more than a mere attempt
And I can't promise you that someday I'll change
Because I won't

You don't need to tell me
That I don't take care of myself well
I know, but I can't, I've tried it sometime
You don't need to tell me

That I'll try for you
That I'm sorry if I fail you, but I don't know how to do it right
I don't know how to do it right
I don't know how to do it right

You don't need to tell me
That I don't take care of myself well
I know, but I can't, I've tried it sometime
You don't need to tell me

That I'll try for you
That I'm sorry if I fail you, but I don't know how to do it right
I don't know how to do it right
I don't know how to do it