Sincerándome

I may not be the romantic you imagine
And sometimes not be happy, even if I smile
It may be hard for me to accept
That sometimes I'm afraid to face
Everything I hate about myself

I wish I could be much more carefree
But it's not easy to change if I was taught
That I must always be the best
The hero, the honorable person
And there are days when I must pretend

And sometimes I want to desperately escape
Tired of avoiding disappointing them
Of being the good guy
And sometimes I wish to rebel
Send half the world elsewhere
Fed up with enduring their hypocrisy
I am being honest with myself

I wish I could be a little less complicated
But it's not easy carrying my past
Don't think it's easy to think
That what you have could end
If it has cost you so much to get there

And sometimes I want to desperately escape
Tired of avoiding disappointing them, oh-oh-oh
Of being the good guy
And sometimes I wish to rebel
Send everyone elsewhere
Fed up with enduring their hypocrisy
I am being honest with myself

Oh-oh-oh
Ah-ah-ah-ah-ah-ah
Oh-oh-oh, oh
I am being honest with myself

I may not be the romantic you imagined
Maybe, yes, my songs give me away
It's just that, sometimes, it's hard to fulfill
Everything they expect from you
And I needed to say it