Amor Descafeinado

I trust you so much that I’ll let you betray me
It has to be sweet to die kissing
Thinking in white, killing in silence
There are reasons to sweetly say I killed you

Of course, it changes my face
When it’s you who turns it around
Filling your mouth with lies, why?
Out of fear of hurting me?

You’re doing it to me every time
When you think you’re saving me from it
Look, think, fill me up with kisses
I have to drive miles to keep you far away

Because wherever I run, you follow me
And when I’m the one looking for you, I don’t know where you live
Is loneliness a companion?
That doesn’t keep me company
And goes wherever it wants

Listen to how the soul whispers to you
You’re so sure of being insecure
Listen to how the soul whispers to you
And you’re so sure that time will heal it

It was a love so blind that I saw it clearly right away
The clarity blinds, why deny it?
You were mine and look, you got comfortable
You who were my nymph turned into a nymphomaniac

The novelties, all my roses, prune them, I hope
You take the thing that my prose already left behind
We kissed with toast
Kisses with raspberry butter, jam
Grilled kisses and roasted ones

It’s like a wink with the lips
I devoured all your salty kisses
But I was still skinny, I don’t gain weight
And the hugs you give me
It’s like hugging your shoulders
Searching through the rubble of my bones
Because I weigh so little since I haven’t had kisses

Listen to how the soul whispers to you
You’re so sure of being insecure
Listen to how the soul whispers to you
And you’re so sure that time will heal it

Alright, third part, this is new
I can’t help but meditate
Blessed be my meter
Scaredy-cat?
Do you take meds?
What do you do?
I can barely understand you

And I want to see how you express yourself
Arrows of love that didn’t hit me
They drank from the river and saw me in reflection
How are they in the sky?
Phrases from me to you

I feel so complete if you use them as your nickname, you
You’re not the girl of my dreams, I warn you
You’ll be the one of my life if you keep me awake
I think about what that is about sex

If it’s just the step beyond love that doesn’t give a kiss
I didn’t hear a word of yours
By going from flower to flower, you ended up with a bud
I watch you when you don’t look at me
And I leave your gaze filled with my gazes.