Descontrol

Ohhhh ....

This is worse than I think
Maybe I never knew how to control
The suffering of thought
That inevitably hurt you

Sick obsessions
My need relaxed
Showing distrust
Even if you always told the truth

I know it, awake
Always fear and dissatisfaction
That you felt in silence
Asking if I can change

Out of control with no direction
My mentality dissipated
Sowing inside me
It's absurd, it's from my illness

I can't take it anymore
I don't want to be like this
Prisoner of my thoughts
Slave to my own evil
I should change
No no ... I shouldn't continue
These jealousies are destroying me
I know my life is something more
I should change

Jealousy of love, that poison
That slowly thinks to destroy
That union of body and mind
That took us so long to dream

I need more advice
Coming from reason and peace
I know you're not the demon
Who is buying my happiness

I can't take it anymore
I don't want to be like this
Prisoner of my thoughts
Slave to my own evil
I should change
No no ... I can't continue
These jealousies are destroying me
I know my life is something more
I should change

No no ... I can't continue
I have to change my life ...