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I was afraid that I would fall
Every time you weren't there
Trust was foreign to me
When you were gone, you were different

The way you write, the way you talk
You weren't there all day
But of course, I understand it
You left me alone with our love

We derailed, no one can grasp the rails anymore
We wanted to love instead of hate, but our goals fade
We always had good cards, but decided to pass
Because unfortunately our time was miles away

But it just kept going, further into the heart
I can't think clearly when I sometimes talk about you
Because it tears like an anchor from my soul
And today I lack sleep
Today I lack strength

And since you're not here anymore, my life is always going downhill
I'm clouded by the booze
I don't talk, I act
If you don't come back into my life
Then I'll give it up

I'm tired of the problems, because you broke me
(Beside you) I gasped for air motionless
(Because of you), were you aware, my love?
I have to live alone because of you
Because you broke me

(Beside you) I gasped for air motionless
(Because of you), were you aware, my love?
I have to live alone because of you
I knew that love ends like this
So many things didn't go well
And that's why we draw the line
Maybe we deserve the end
I forgave, but I think
It can't go on with us
Because the goal takes a turn

And if we look back impartially on the days today
Has my life, since you were there
Gone out of line
Maybe it sounds strange to you
When I say 'fortunately' you're gone now
Because since then I've straightened everything out

And yes, that's how paths diverge
It's all just a matter of habit
Or the consequence because we never had a reconciliation
There was no room for both of us in our plans
I have no strength to stay
Because I hate to decide

And that's why I take away the chance from us
And the faith we lived
Expectations at zero, you didn't come towards me either
And since you're not here anymore, my life is always going downhill
If you don't come back into my life?

I'm tired of the problems, because you broke me
(Beside you) I gasped for air motionless
(Because of you), were you aware, my love?
I have to live alone because of you
Because you broke me

(Beside you) I gasped for air motionless
(Because of you), were you aware, my love?
I have to live alone because of you
(What have you done to me?)