Regarde-Moi

It's like a full-speed train
A locomotive rushing without end
Shaking violently
I can't get used to it
Who's driving
Who's pushing this train
Who knows where it's going?
My head hurts
My heart hurts
Make it stop
Call me the conductor
I want an explanation
I want someone
In case of panic, it's written there
Oh, pull the emergency brake
And you, what the hell are you doing
On your couch
Next to me
Can't you see I'm dying
That I'm drained
That I have no more strength
That I'm about to give up

Look at me
Tell me sweet words
Those whispered words
Bring me back far from everything far from all of this
I want
I demand
Look at me
I need your eyes
It's the mirror where I exist without them
I can't see myself

But everything pulls us in
Small screens
We have to show the worst elsewhere
To accept our emptiness
If you're not careful
With time
You don't care about the stations and you never come back down
The pounding temples
It's coming back to me
Either you reason with yourself or you take medication
But I would like to know
Just once
The end of the story and why
Where and how
Who are the good guys and the bad guys?

And you, what the hell are you doing
On your couch
Next to me
Can't you see I'm dying
That I'm drained
That I have no more strength
That I'm about to give up

Look at me
Tell me sweet words
Those whispered words
Bring me back far from everything far from all of this
I want
I demand
Look at me
I need your eyes
It's the mirror where I exist without them
I can't see myself