Aquí Estoy

Those who think I'm hostile
Stubborn or melancholic
How unfair they are to me
It's because they ignore the secret reason why I appear like this
How can I live
If my enemies, who are many
Believe that I no longer possess the only sense that should be perfect
To a high degree in me
More than in others

You can hate me and curse me as many times as you want
You can invent lies that seem true
Question my lyrics and therefore my whole career
Say I'm a bad rapper but who will believe you

You can watch me fall, spit on me, and condemn me
You can despise my art but it matters little to me
You insult me with the insults that I make to myself
You take them from my songs, an insult becomes a compliment

Your gunpowder got wet, your gondola flooded
The cane returned to the voracious sun, at the end of my show you will return
Full of tears of poppies and pale doves
I turn to dust in the ashes of the one you love

I have coconuts full of petals
Poetry is blood and my wound wrote an ocean
Here I am, sad cowards, naked and without shields
Don't pretend to destroy me with your stuttering verses

You will throw stones at me, spit out curses
With your cheap language, you will vomit my portrait
You will say, 'I will make you have a bad time'
With this verse, I kill it

But now everything is hidden
In anonymity
How heroic
Here I am, bro

Stoic against such effusive and euphoric attack
Hysterical because I'm still a piece of shit
But they pay me to rap it
It hurts you, it sickens me

I'm still here in the fire and still feeding the morbid
I don't know how much longer I'll last rapping to the cruel and the deaf
I don't know why I expose myself, it seems like a curse
If destiny was written, then I turned it into a song

So much anger you have towards me, tell me what did I do to you?
Is it because you've been trying for almost 15 years?
As a rapper, you're unemployed, a poet with complexes
You're not old school just because you're old

Here I am, what are you waiting for?
Say what you want
Ravens and vultures drown
In the menstrual blood of just anyone

Here I am, what are you waiting for?
You're getting desperate
I'm dying for the ulcer
And you for this bracelet

Here I am
With my verse and my crystal shield
Here I am
Waiting for the poison to rain at last
Here I am
Ready to go out and hunt thunder
Here I am
Bleeding birds, crying metal

Here I am making stars
Throwing stones towards the sea
Sitting in the mountain range and thinking of her
Down there is a bonfire

You're dying for me to die
Because I'm still behind the mic
And you're behind this barrier
You drag my name through the mud

You try to disguise with a thousand arguments
Your envy and jealousy
What do you want?
Do you want to have my perspective?

Live my life
Drink saliva from my syllables
That acidity you have that is immune to any antacid
Since you drank the cum from the whores' vulva

I describe the ashes, the needles, and the sores
The plagues, the seaweed, the lakes, the drool in panties
And if I'm wrong, I also write apologies
I don't cry, I pay the card, I pay the fine

Insulting doesn't work, don't blame me for your faults
You didn't know shit, don't do it again ever
Your skeleton burns
Living dying is that

A horrible agony is having the soul in the bones
You want me to listen to your taunts and giggles
If you visit my site anyway when you need appointments
I keep making birds, let them fly

Why does it hurt you?
Why do you prefer to be the one who celebrates and imprisons?
Don't bring up more topics, get the chili out of your ass
When you speak ill of me, it only speaks ill of you

Here I am, what are you waiting for?
Say what you want
Ravens and vultures drown
In the menstrual blood of just anyone

Here I am, what are you waiting for?
You're getting desperate
I'm dying for the ulcer
And you for this bracelet

Here I am
With my verse and my crystal shield
Here I am
Waiting for the poison to rain at last
Here I am
Ready to go out and hunt thunder
Here I am
Bleeding birds, crying metal