La Panacea

(The other me used a certain poetry in his gaze
He got excited at sunset
The boy was very worried about his other self
On the other hand, the other me was melancholic)

Yeaah
We're gonna fix this shit now, dude

Now dude, you'll listen to me
I know well that you're here
The truth is, I want peace, you know?
I can't take it anymore
I won't be your disguise anymore
I don't know what the fuck you'll do
You'll see, you'll know
But today I leave you behind
You won't mock me anymore
And when I cry, it will be from the heart
Not from the pain you left here
You used me like this, treated me like this
But you made me eternal pain
And you managed to snatch my notebook away

Stop crying, dude
You sound like a little girl
Always with your shit
Wanting nice things
You know you need me
Without me, you wouldn't be half
Of what you are, you can't think straight on your own
Without your songs, I'm nothing
Who inspires you to write your shit?
Ahhh yeah, dude, seriously
So don't come talking nonsense
Without me, you'd just be Mr. Wladi
So get your shit straight

No more fucking around, dude
You killed my tender soul
You forged me with more strength
Forced me to be alert
I won't protect you anymore
I won't let you sleep
Inside me and feel
In the baths of a sick soul (aagh)
I've hurt myself
I've deceived
I've dreamed the same mistakes
And once again, I got drunk
When I talk about this, I'm honest
And I'm ashamed, it's true
But I'm sorry, I have to do it
Only this way I overcome my fears

Ahhh now I'm brave?
Stop it, you can't face me
I've been with you all along
What fault do I have of the disorders in your mind?
If you drink, it's because you want to
Not because of other people
Stop blaming me
Blaming your parents
Because you're a piece of shit, man
You're despicable!
And the pain I caused you?
Yes, you deserve it
For hating others
When it's yourself you abhor

First!: Don't talk about how I drink, it's a serious problem
Dude, I know I shouldn't, but I can't help it
Second!: Don't talk about my family
My soul reconciles with them with much love
And I love them
Third!: If I'm bad, it's because you're here
It's because everything goes to shit when you take over me!
Immense pain, patient
Delicate, crouched
Waiting for the right moment
To turn me into its lunch

Ahhh you're making a big deal out of it
Are you appealing to pity?
Man up, please
And stop rapping your tears
I'm here for you
So no one else treats you like this
If I don't teach you to endure
Tell me: who will do it for me?
You can't live without me
You wouldn't be who you are
Or do you want to be the loser that women make fun of again?
I don't think so, you're ugly
Selfish and heartless
Sensitive like a girl
Stop your whining

Stop talking to me like that
Because the more you do, the more I want
To rip you out of me by any means
Ruthless and perverse
I think of the gun against my temple
As always, I feel bad
Maybe not feeling will make me feel good

Ahhh don't talk shit, you don't have the balls

Put me to the test!

Let's see, shoot

Wait

You see I'm a pussy, even if you don't want to
It's all your fault
You want to see me destroy myself
Get help, dude
Don't run away
Aaaagh my soul is almost yours

We need each other, dude
That's how it should be

No, no, I can do it alone
Yes, sure, just like you could stop drinking
You can't, dude, you're screwed
I don't want to be frustrated
That's why I have to be by your side

In the last attacks
There were no tears
You stole all joy
Straight from my impassive cells

Hahaha sorry, I got carried away
I got carried away, I got carried away!
Do you have any idea how much I suffered
And how the hell I endured it?
The things I saw
The children in flames
The damage I caused?
The terror, the nightmares, and the nights I trembled?

It must have been terrible

It was terrible, dude, it was terrible!
Like I never wanted to die
And like I never had faith
But I kept on living

Calm down, everything is forgotten

It's not forgotten, dude, this shit is not forgotten
These are the worst wounds!
You're right, I'm a fucking coward
I'm a fucking suicidal bastard who never finishes the job
I want to be a new man and you won't let me
You celebrate my complaints
You keep me away from all that's good
You've made me see death so many times
That nothing surprises me anymore
But everything saddens me
I'll put you to sleep forever
So that when someone comes in and finds you
And finds me
Kicking me unconscious, they'll see
And finally believe me, I didn't want to die by choice
But there was no panacea

(When the other me woke up, he cried inconsolably
But then the boy recovered and insulted
Confidently the other me, who said nothing but
The next morning, he had committed suicide)