Solo Un Nombre

There's a blank page
That I don't want to face
A nightmare that
I no longer want to dream
A way of living
That comes from my dad
A black lead cross
A monoreality

There's a word I'd rather not mention
That's a denunciation of my reality
That I offered to banish
From my soul and try to name again

And only oneself makes that path
Can't revive a soul, it's born
And it has something to do with choosing my pain
To stay with the sorrow and not the love

It's a bit of oneself
What can happen to you
Walking alone with oneself
Is not an act of freedom
Sharing and giving
That's the way to break free

Comes from Latin solitas
Means without anyone else
It's an acute word
Just three syllables

I don't want to hear about that empty subnormal
An ancient queen was truly named like her
And now there's a sword behind my jugular
That demands I name it, that I say it
The word that reveals me I'd rather not name
The word is loneliness

And the higher, the more loneliness
And the farther, the more loneliness
And the higher, the more loneliness
The farther, the more loneliness
Loneliness ah, ah, ah, ahh
Loneliness ah, ah, ah, ahh
It's just a name, it's just, in loneliness